Master Cleanse, day six

I would kill someone for a cheese burger. I'm actually having to talk myself out of buying a box of White Castle burgers and scarfing the whole thing. And the Cleanse isn't winning by a large margin. I can't even go into my kitchen because I just want to eat everything. It's not that I'm hungry, I just...I don't know. 

I was at work last night, and there was a display of cupcakes, buy one get one, near my register. And I could see myself buying the cupcakes. And eating one whole six pack in a day. And I knew it would make me feel terrible, and that it wouldn't even taste like anything after awhile, but I still wanted them. Want them. 

All this makes me wonder if I'm ready for this. I'm getting a better idea of why I eat, but I don't fully have it yet, nor have I dealt with those issues. I'm not about to throw in the towel, but the fear is still there. 

Oh, and I haven't lost weight. I think I'm the only person who can do the Master Cleanse and not lose weight. 

On the upside, my skin is nice and dewy, which it never has been.