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So I was right, yesterday’s weight-loss was probably water weight, cause it’s back on.  Oh well.

I’ve been reasoning with myself that I wasn’t full on starting the diet until today.  I’ve been mostly following it, but Friday I had those quesadillas, and actually last night I had one too.  I also had a doughnut at work, which I’m trying not to feel guilty over.  I’m telling myself that it was my last doughnut—at least for now, possibly forever—and it was a good doughnut to have as a last one.  Soft, chewy, perfect.  But no more.

I don’t know how well I’m going to fair this time as compared to last.  Last year, I was allowed to keep a bottle of water with me at work.  I tended to go through about 64oz of water at work alone (that’s the daily recommended amount, by the way).  So I really couldn’t get hungry at work, since I was so full up on water.  Well, now we’re no longer allowed to have beverages at work, so I maybe go through 8oz during my shift.  Which is why I think I gave in and had a doughnut last night.  I was so fricking hungry.  I wasn’t hungry once last time. 

I think I should go to the doctor and get a note so I can have water at work.  Not just for the diet reasons, but it’s sort of a pain in the ass to have to run over to the deli several times a night for a couple swallows of water.  It’s so much easier to just have that bottle handy and just sip through the night.